Thursday, 10 December 2009
空虚, 是不是因为少了你
ive had a terrible dream again.
this time i awoke having abnormal breathings.-.- i dont want C6 for Eng. im afraid i'll disappoint Ms Lai. especially e situational writing which i screwed up badly. i dont want L1R5 23. i dont want to be ranked 2nd from the bottom in the whole cohort.
the sequence of events in my dreams is really terrible. too many things to make me cry so hard that i woke up in that manner. Jeez.
my cousin came my house for piano again. the way she bang it... woah. -heart pain-
Anw, ive got sunburnt !! & i became more tanned from ytd's outing ! haha. but they quite minor luh. except for the one on my nose. haha. i think Yt's one is the worst bah. sure damn pain de -.-
NETBALL CHALET; 24-26Nov`it was directly after our Prom Night... hmm.. kept changing my plans n i totally hate it. suddenly one settled another come again. but i managed to go for the second day though.
`played card games/movies/bowling with the netballers... didnt had special programmes planned up, but yeah, i still enjoyed the time spent with you guys. really. (:
`the sec3s were super enthu for the whole thing n they kept screaming n all. lols
`ohya. i learnt MAHJONG. like omg can. thanks to Jocelyn ! i thought it would be srsly diff n blah cos they all looked complicated to me. -.- i rmbed i mistook the 1shuo(that birds of paradise looking tile -.-) as the "flower
tile".
`BBQ was alright. the fire took quite awhile to start...hmm. most of the cooking were done by the sec3s & with some occassional appearance of others too...Thanks for bbq-ing us (: i know it was like x10000 hot when u stand at the pit(duh). some even had to flip the food with their fingers(without the tongs n such cos there werent any left).
`i was peeling shells off the prawns for my fellow netballers tgt wih some of them. haha. thats the first thing that popped up to my mind while recalling..
`oh well. cant say ive been of much help in any way..jus sitting there and listening to ppl gossip.. which i felt that im like quite distant n all.. plus i cant contribute o.0 lols.
`last but not least, thanks to all juniors who have made an effort to do our gifts(if they can even see this). Sec1s, for the nicely decorated cup. Sec2s, their homemade heartshaped choco muffin which tasted better than i thought it would be. lolss. Sec3s, cup & the cushion with names on it. (((:
`think it'l be the so called last gathering we will be having in four years ? yeah. my netball experience will come to an end(unless i choose this CCA for my Jc?) i guess. i'll miss how i dreaded suicide runs, how we do team drills, how we try to encourage our team mates to not give up. the nervous feeling i always have even if its just a friendly match. i rmb how Ms Yeo used to scold us... Ms Ong's "soft way" of reminding us things.. from me, a noob to a not-so-noob person. at least now i dont rly have buttery butter fingers(x5) n i wont run off wtih the ball(okay exaggerating, i never did run LOL.). okay memories are flooding my head n idk what to say.. i'll rly miss everything. & everyone.
ECP CYCLING TRIP`Yt, 3 Wans(Teng,Ying,Fen)
`i was e FIRST to reach AGAIN. followed by Tri, and the others were stuck at cck for god-knows-how-long. Tri left when they reached... with combination of factors/reasons which i may partially uds, she decided to just forsake this trip... & anw sorry. really didnt mean to make u feel ps-ed.. :( wt was giving me smth n the others happened to be lurking nearby us.. Zzz.
`bus-ed there...somehow got lost ? o.0 haha. Erm, after repeated "we are reaching" by Wt, we arrived at our destination. -.- i dont mind the extra mile, thou its quite redundant if we rly knew e way.
`rented our bikes~ while Wy & Wf settled for double bikes. Wt & i tried the double bikes...with her in front rly quite scary sia. i more skilled ! LOL. jk. i was like wobbling went we started off~ but once u get e hang of it, it'l be easier. :)
`the 3 hours of cycling [-the sun, -the bicycle chain incident] i think it was a rather successful. lol. thanks to the uncle we repaired Wt's bike... or else we would have to be stuck for another 3million years. plus the greese..........o.o
`went to the beach to do random stuff~
`Wt, Wy were the only ones who went down to the water n soaked themselves totally. Yt was dragged down by them n got her pants wet. she was complaining all the way from east coast to Mr tans hse. lols. Wf, being the most ke lian one become the "Bag Hanger". -.- shes like helping me spam photos too. lol~ eh. me... erm. i was walking around aimlessly. o.0
`i like the waves ! reminds me of geogy. :( the sky is blueeeeeeeee. & pretty. love it ~ :)
`ohya. Yt & i was building sandcastles. think its like the first time im doing that with my bare hands. o.0 ohwell. haha ive got the pics! she kept saying that her is better...hmph.
Class(?) BBQ`meet with some classmates after bidding goodbye to Wy,Wy.
`Venue at Mr Roland Tan's condo...which kinda looked like HDB..mayb cos its an old one thats why.
`probably half the class went ? considered not bad le. at least they came lah. we srsly need some bonding session.. cos our class.. hmm... nvm. feels quite weird with bits n pieces here n there..
`helped a lil with some of e cooking cos i have nth better to do.. -.-
`Dai ti-ed ! haha. won a few rounds leh. for me not bad liao.
`packed up, went to Mr Tans hse for karaoke session ? but nobody sang except for him -.-
`his house got 3 storey nehs. rich lo. dunoe if its a penth house... i cant rmb if theres any more flats on top. o.0 hmm. furnishing v good sia. or should i say funiture n such. a lot of ancient stuff. that "flower head recorder"...i think if he sell that it'll fetch a good sum of money. LOL. plus its still working..o.0
`went off at 10 ? thankfully theres Yt's dad luh.. can reach my fake xiao gui ling XD
what we could have been, 20:19.
TAGS10 Dec 09, 10:24
YT: OI WHAT SOME PEOPLE OK LOR NEXT TIME WE DON'T CALL U LOL
>>EH... i was the one calling you all lor. not u all call me. -.-
6 Dec 09, 17:33
wt: say in your msg:go out tgt again when i come back and now,i have came back :D
>>yes, & like ive promised, i jio-ed u. haha
6 Dec 09, 17:33
wt: and lastly,get well soon from your so call chicken pox (i haven got mine too lol) and like wht you
>>OH REALLY? OMG. IM NOT THE ONLY SO CALLED WEIRD ONE !! YEAHHHH. we june babbies rock. LOL.
6 Dec 09, 17:32
wt: i srsly love our neoprints ithink it is cool esp our L sign and YO sign :D
>>yeahyeah! i like the double twist. haha. you look so cute~
6 Dec 09, 17:31
wt: hiii! cheer up and i support you!!!!!!!! okay this is late but i just got back hahah.
>> thanks (: thou its late. haha.
5 Dec 09, 21:11
pole: don miss me too much xD
>>Erm, you so bitchy. Xp LOLL.
5 Dec 09, 19:35
pole: Take care yea, be safe...
>>Trying to be. haha
5 Dec 09, 01:00
Yt: Come on lor what stamps man I spot a lot of things ESP errors in your posts :-)
>>Aiya. transparent stamps can ? haha. n i dont check my post luh. so cant blame me ((:
what we could have been, 20:07.
Wednesday, 9 December 2009
PROM UPDATES. im sorry this is kinda V late.
Graduation Day;23rdNovim gona rant about my hair for awhile, so u can skip it if u want. o.0
1. my hair looks not-so-nice..but somehow alright at some angles.. took 50years to decide on how my fringe is gona be.
2. half the time my fringe falls down n theres this parting line. & when the reach intercontinental hotel, e curls on my left side is somewhat gone. although the hairdresser sprayed the thingy zillion times. can only blame my hair for being too thin n slippery ?!?!
3. i rushed out n forgot to put some wtv cream on it before setting, my hair is totally screwed now. damaged n all. -.- no more silky hair(?) :(
4. at least 1/4 of my hair is gone. I SWEAR ITS TRUE. after all the tugging n such. weak hair i suppose ? plus my hair is like super thin :(
5. okay i actually forgot what i wana say so lets just skip this n get to the pictures.
Series of Zilian shots without make up ? my hair super weird. :(

the best photo i can find for the without-makeup shots. :(

not-how-i-usually-smile smile.

okay this smile is quite sly-looking. -.-


constipation smile LOL.


anw, those white things aint dandruffs. -.- its e shiny powder or wtv u call that.

woah. i look like i dyed some of my hair o.0

my painfully done nails. -.- okay, it just spent me my whole morning doing those cos its damn tedious n im v chor lor LOL.
With make up?

my hair ! :( srsly. think my hair got center parting. LOL.

somehow.. this is rotated..

my hair my hair. -vain-
Anw, i think i was in super bad mood before reaching. cos SOME PPL. make me so kan chiong n i tot i was like late X1000000. my make up was like, hurriedly done up? think e mascara or smth de oso nv put properly lor den i chiong off liao. :(
plus, im lu chi X100. brisked walk in 3-inch heels ALONE to the hotel. its good that i didnt fall n tear my dress or smth LOL. Heng my balancing isnt that bad. o.000
PHOTOS BELOW, are according to time taken n all. theres alot of retakes too~

WanTeng ! "Gu Jun Pyo's Wife"~ XD

WanYing XD

TAKE TWO. the successful one.

Tricia, WaiYu. XD

Yiting, my very WOW partner that went stealing like an Auntie with me. LOL. XD
Managed to drag all the rebels up to the first few ~ :)

the ambiguous couple. WanFen & Charmaine :)

take2.

Yingying :)

Take 2.

candid shot? my BUSHUANG-LOOK ! haha.

JiaYing ! the very hyped up one :)

Emilia :) Prom Queen. Anw, Irwin was e Prom king. Congratz =)

Ma Chao Wei. :)

ohya. the failed shot ! FLASH!!

Vanessa &..Azeza? okay sorry idk how to spell. but she sat beside me for Sci MCQ !!!

:) i like this!

ShaoTao! the only guy at my table, & also the one sitting beside me :)

Montage! Ours totally sucked -.- cos the compilation wasnt vv successful n all. but, 4B's was awesome (: not to mention other classes too ~

super bright flash ! haha



Table shot 1~

Table shot 2~

:))

another one with Jiaying :)

Random~ eh dylan??

some train thingy. didnt join~ haha.

MR LIM YUEN TUCK! :)

Candid~

People in Greenrige !!! :))

Felicia !

Alisa :)

Edmund, Pri Sch Mate ! haha. lao gau ? LOL.

Colleen! :)

Mindy :)

Miss Koh :) ohyes. i didnt take with Ms Zarinaaaaaaaaaa! :(

Rachel :) another super enthu one. haha.

Yuan Fang :)

NETBALLERS!

Captain YuTing ! YAY, MY EYES LOOKS BIGGER BESIDE HERS ! XD

Melissa!

Jocelyn!

Amanda!

Charmaine !

the nominees for Prom King/Queen ! okay i thought e way they choose the winner was lame. haha.

attempting to capture our class representatives for Prom Q/K.
ShaoTao & PeiSi. haha. didnt take Rhoda & Minghao(our other pair) -.-

candid.

Marie :)

Yiting, Marie~

Yiting, Rhoda ~

Rhoda :)

Ms Wong Yu Wen!!

Gladys ! :)

Yt, Me, Whaii Ee :)

Hazel :)

Laura :)

Stanley, the super pervert-ic one LOL

Ms Losiny, Yt ~

Ms Losiny, our mentor for 2 years ! :)

the movement made the room q chaotic -.-

MISS SERENE LAI ! :)

Ying Hui :)

BoWei :) eh.. o.0

Take 2

Tian Rui :) he like never smile properly oso.

Awal :)

THE NP GUY ! actually i dont recognize him. LOL.

Class shot 1.

class shot 2.

LiHui :)

take 2.

Yi Shan ! :)

XunXin ! :)

Merlin ! :)

Gabriel, the trouble maker! LOL. & this is quite blurry. -.-

Dylan, the very tall guy. :)

Thoven :)

SerErn, WanTeng, Me~

The Menu.

starters.

our "sharkfin".

Lemon Chicken. Yt's fav. she was gobbling them down when e whole table went to take photos ! haha

the honeydew...Xi Mi Lu ~? lol


ohyes, the SPIKED coke !!! theres a weird taste. YT SAID SO TOO. i think smb added beer into it. :((((

half eaten fish. haha.

Wf's best friend LOL.

Prawn-y~
Went Yt's house Via her Dad's car~

trying out the jelly lens~
Camwhored using the webcam ! haha. looked super alien-ish. but who cares~ XD







Watched BrideWars & another idk what movie which i slept halfway thru. LOL. looking at the two pigs(Wf & Wt, the two Wans) who slept after e first movie, im not considered one at all ! HAHA.
Bus-ed home in the morning. i swear it was damn paiseh !!! haha. oh well ~~~
overall... prom wasnt like a major memorable event luh. food... hmm.. was it worth our $73 ? haha. at least its edible(DUH). haha. jus a photo taking session with ppl, some random ones. Hmm.. but its once in a blue moon that everybody can dress up, dine properly n stuff like that. it'll be the last meet up for all of us, before the day when e results are out ?
okay, the only memorable part was that Yt went arnd kope-ing the Jelly Lens thing. n i was suppose to be her accomplice but totally failed cos i dont have a huge(x50000000) bag. LOLOL! typical singaporean sia ! its super funny(to me).
Stayover was..........not-as-fun(as we thought it would be). no games n such. quite impromtu one. so cant have much hope for it too. but still, wasnt too bad lah. enjoyed it ~~ i like to stay up n watch movieeeee. LOL. okay random.
end here now. its VVVV late alrdy ~ NIGHTS.
**credits to Yt, n those whom i took pics with =D
what we could have been, 23:04.
一半一直等 一个人 等了好久
这一场 独角戏 是很寂寞
春夏秋冬 我的窗口只有风景懂
爱的深 有多深 我也不懂
你走后 我的心 变的脆弱
听一首歌 也觉得痛但我谁也没有说
右边的座位 右边的枕头
都已经空了那么久
没你守侯 那是因为 我已经看透
没有你的爱 这个我只是一半不哭了 不笑了
为谁留泪我也不明白
没有人能取代 一个圆的另一半
我固执 的等待
等风再把你带回来
hmm. nice song by jerry yan. e lyrics.. meaningful too. 听了很有感觉?LOL. i feel so wols. only realized it after one year when i rewatch it on tv? but u cant blame me.. cos i always mute the speakers when watching dramas(on com)~~
Bb-ed today. with random ppl. haha. erm. Wt, Wt's sis, Clive, Kenneth, erm...i dunoe the senior's name.
the sun was like, ()$&@$%@$#@. scorching hot. n i didnt put sunblock or what lor. mayb i'll have a more even tan colour at my feet n legs.
hmm.. sorta have abit of butter fingers too ~ n my palms were a lil red. :(
my head was throbbing when i sat down to rest. totally feel like vomiting out the h20. :((
not in e condition to play sports. :((((((((
& i coached my cousin for piano. LOL. okay not rly. jus look at her play n spotting mistakes. its a tough time..when they start to fidget around when asked to replay some parts. kids have short attention span i suppose. okay. adults too. -points at myself-
ohya. i went Bb-ing ytd too. with Tri. e weather was nice.. but well. didnt have much mood to play.. went to BPP instead. haha. arcade ? actually its quite fun lah. but i think they just like to rip off ppl's money. + its addictive too! next time i shall open an arcade shop~ i'll see money rolling in everyday. LOL!
Going ECP for our cycling trip tmr. XD
looking forward to it. v long didnt go alrdy. the last time i went there...still remembered.
Kz, i shall cont with my Prom post. :)
what we could have been, 18:26.
Saturday, 5 December 2009
NO LIFE-R.
JEEZ.
my spots havent fully recovered yet. i guess i'll be stuck at home for another few days. :(
i wonder when am i gona have my chicken pox -.- probably never Lols. & thats a good thing.
wana watch moviesssssssssssssss. like ive said previously. but SOME PPL TDAY CMI... n another SOME dont wana spend money. the other "some-s"...never ask.
should i find a job to do ? hmm... i dont wana go alone though. i dont want a VV(x5) low paying job either. oh well. half e holiday passed... im still slacking at home...with my SPOTS. Wth.
havent done any constructive stuff.. im just like, halfway through my packing only. having mixed feelings now. :((
Everyone's out except for me. & im having dinner alone again(apart from having my maid??) Argh.
anw, i found THIS while tidying:

took it with my old phone. apparently i still think a 3.2mp is better than a 5mp.
oh well.. i cant rmb what are these.. but i think no.2 has smth to do with e Adam Khoo workshop ? haha.
btw, e G-Man, "No.12 & Me" post it is still kinda not-dead yet... haha. should i throw it away ?? LOL. maybe keeping it as a memento wont hurt. so i'll rmb my friends always pairing me up with WEIRD GUYS. LOL. XD
ohyes, MY SISTER ! too bad i didnt get cyclops for e "X-men family thing".
Lalas.
i should get back & clear my stuff before my parents say im not keeping to my promise AGAIN.
BYEEEEEEEEEEE.
what we could have been, 16:50.
TAGS4 Dec 09, 00:03
YT: Can la if she wraps herself like ba zhang lolz
>>lols~ actually can go out lah. wear jeans lor. o.0
4 Dec 09, 00:03
YT: @ Tri: YEZZZZZZ BUT SOME -.- CANNOT GO OUT LOLZ
>>sorry luh... not like i wanted this zzzzzz
3 Dec 09, 22:14
tricia[:: HIHI . Haha , must go out le , rotting at homr liao .
>>tot u going with ur cous ? haha. anw, when our cycling trip man.
3 Dec 09, 12:04
YT: I noticed you changed "genius" LOL
>>oh yes, how observant. thou u always have stamps on ur eyes except when u'r spotting guys LOL.
2 Dec 09, 11:18
YT: I CAN SPUR U ON :-) POCK POCK HAHAHAHA :nuts:
>> haha. whats with the pock pock man. dont use ur elbow to poke !
1 Dec 09, 17:26
stupid moron: i am yi yang sister!
>>haha. very random leh.. anw, thanks for the tag (:
1 Dec 09, 17:26
stupid moron: hello
>>eh.... hi. lols
1 Dec 09, 09:07
YT: >:( HAHAHAAHA
>>noooooo. must put :) haha.
1 Dec 09, 09:07
YT: YOU STEAL ALMOST ALL THE PICS FROM ME LOR
>>ya la ya lahhhhhhh. next time i will put the credits, HAPPYYY?? haha
1 Dec 09, 00:46
Yt: Oh my god.. Genius world records???? R u sure u r in the correct planet??? Kf to Earth please!!!
>>eh whatever... im on planet mercury. sun to warm, burn my brains liao. & dont say i have no brains to start with, cos I DO! haha XD
不懂怎么解释,
但,
我不喜欢这种感觉。
what we could have been, 22:04.
Wednesday, 2 December 2009
Feel so crappy now. -.-
Ive been neglecting my dear piano lately. :(
Its always sitting at a corner in my house everyday n i can walk pass it without bothering it.. makes me feel guilty somehow. but its vv dejecting -.- cos everytime i try to play smth i'll stop halfway n give up[since i havent been hardworking for months.]idk why. this is a stupid excuse i know...
its so hard to start the ball rolling again.. once you stop, it'll take another half of your life trying to master it again[a lil exaggerating, but for me its somehow true?]. Sports too. basketball sucks? jogging sucks? haix. wth am i thinking.
Maybe, im one that cant stand failure?
we do need lots of courage to pick ourselves up. not all of us can do that...i think. hmm. & thats what friends/family are for. to encourage, spur us on... even if they aint much of a help. but it feels great to know someone out there actually cares/supports you..maybe thats all the strength you needed..to move on.
alright its a random post. random thoughts. im being too random these days.
Bye for now ~
Ps: i think i have chicken pox?? :(
what we could have been, 00:08.